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  • Dec 18 Thu 2014 00:00
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最近研究所同學來台南打排球大專盃。他好像從大學開始就一直打排球,畢業後在南投服替代役有空也會下山打球,到師大讀碩班也打,現在到台中讀書也打排球,之前還在教師甄選苦海中浮沉時也不放棄打球,聽他說還因此被他媽唸,真的是對排球很熱情!

這半年大家都四散去全台各地,偶爾回學校會在宿舍遇到他,但也是來去匆匆,所以也算好一陣子沒有好好坐下來聊聊。正向來想,經過幾個月的獨立作戰,大家各自都會有不同的經歷可以滔滔不絕地分享,然而,我在人際關係常有不安全感,擔心對方覺得無聊,所以跟同學約好時間之後,其實我心裡又開始緊張了。

好險同學很健談,而且可以自己一直說,我放鬆了很多。

趁著這次和同學在台南聚餐,我也順帶吃了好幾攤道地小吃,再次重溫美食的感動,哈哈,還去了新藍晒圖。

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計畫趕不上變化,本來計畫一月一日會在倫敦活動,那一天可以看一些重要的倫敦景點,包含了我很期待的大英博物館,怎知上網後才發現大英博物館元旦休館。

顯然最後的結果是要放掉大英博物館,或者是從其他天的行程中再塞大英博物館進去。現在我還沒決定到底要怎樣,因為我已經被煩躁的情緒給淹沒。

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已經忘了什麼時候決定要去英國,只記得約莫在實地研究的倒數三周開始,我就一直忍不住上網查英國觀光的訊息。從一開始得找景點,計畫交通路線到查詢必買的東西,每天都不停上網瀏覽別人的部落格和英國各大景點與交通公司的官方網站。

偏偏我又是個很會顧慮東顧慮西的人,很多東西都會讓我拿不定主意,像是網路訂英國火車票,我就一直在想是該選住宿附近的火車站先行拿票,還是要到出發當天在到那個火車站領?又或者,在線上預訂The Phantom Of The Opera的票時,也不知道是座一樓前面好還是二樓前面好?

面對這些大大小小的困惑與徬徨,我能做的就是不斷上網查查查,看看一般人普遍的建議是什麼,但看完了大家的經驗談之後,我心裡還是會冒出大大小小的疑惑,讓我不能乾脆地接受這些建議。好比網路上大家說Her Majesty's Theatre(也就是The Phantom Of The Opera演出的戲院)二樓前面可以完整地看到所有舞台,能夠看到場景變化的狀況。我想要接受大部分人建議的二樓,但心裡又會想這些人該不會是沒坐過1樓前面才會覺得一樓前面的視覺效果不如二樓前面好。然後又開始陷入煩躁的狀況,不知道如何決定才好。

但不管怎麼說,整個行前規劃幾乎是要告一段落,現在只剩下往來London跟Cambridge的火車票還沒訂了,總算鬆了一口氣,暫時可以跳回來分析研究結果的這件事情上頭。

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老實說今天我真的很緊張,因為事情有點出乎我的意料,這樣的事情居然真的發生了。

好險最後順利結束,當鐵捲門重新開啟的時候,我真的有重生的感覺。

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講剪卡好像有點怪,感覺好像是剪掉信用卡,但我只是把一般尺寸SIM卡裁成micro SIM,所以其實應該說是修卡。

這次換手機,手機的規格就是micro SIM,服務小姐也說未來的趨勢是micro SIM卡,也不知是真的假的。因為之前在網路上就看到有人分享裁卡成功的心得,所以買手機的時候也就躍躍欲試,想自己動手割,還可以省300元換卡費。

老實說,我不在乎換卡費,只是我中華的門號不是掛在我名字下面,換卡需要拜託家鄉老母幫忙,很不方便,所以最後只換了威寶,中華就自己割一割。

直到最後看到手機有訊號,才知道成功了,不然割的時候也不知道正不正確,提心吊膽的。

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一個多禮拜的暑假就這樣結束了。

這次暑假感謝同學找我去蘭嶼,我才有機會到感受到外島恢弘又原始的大山大海。

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老實說,我本來以為這次和同學一起出遊,會有點尷尬,但實際上和同學一起出遊真的很開心。

轉眼間暑假就結束了,再回台中,正式入住1003房。

以前看到別人暑假出國到名校的Summer School,就覺得很羨慕,但現在自己留在學校上summer semester卻有種受困牢籠的無力感。在眼前等著我的是碩論口試和教學PK,壓力是有的,雖然我也知道專業是透過一次次修練才能換來,但我現在還是覺得這些東西很煩!


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自從手機面板被摔裂以後,手機得怪怪的。以前是按一下開關就會自動鎖機,要操作就要刷開圖像鎖,但現在常常會在已經按了開關之後,手機仍然沒上鎖。放在口袋裡,走著走著手機也在口袋裡滑來滑去,有時候就會亂撥電話出去,或是亂一些亂碼簡訊,讓收到的人一頭霧水。但今天真的是手機作亂系列的高潮,我去健身房後的照片居然莫名其妙傳到班上賴的頻道上。

之所以會發現,是因為我看到班上賴的群組一些留言。我好奇看看大家在星期六晚上在聊些什麼,這才看到了我羞於見人的照片。臉瞬間的熱起來了,當下真的不知道怎麼收拾這場鬧劇。本來想只打"哈哈哈哈"就算了,藉此營造一種很豁達,彷彿可以笑看一切的態度,但後來還是覺得說明一下原由比較好,就簡單提到會拍這樣著照片,是因為自己想記錄變瘦的歷程,但沒想到會傳出來,現在很想死。

後來我就不再看那個頻道的訊息了,因為真的覺得好丟臉,不管同學說什麼我都會很難面對他們的留言,因為這麼私人的一面在毫無準備的情況下就攤在同學的面前。如果身材很好就算了,但偏偏又不是。

我彷彿可以感覺到同學們一邊看我小豬身形的照片一邊揶揄我的畫面,可憐的是我沒辦法撤下照片。現在我可以理解那些醜事爆開的公眾人物為什麼事後往往會宣布暫停工作或不再出席大眾場合,因為這些丟點的東西會讓人羞愧到崩潰啊!現在叫我有什麼臉去和那些看到照片的同學們一起上課。

現在我覺得自己很不檢點,雖然那明明是張運動後記錄的照片。唉呦~


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後來想想 那真的只是一張運動後打赤膊的照片 但為什麼我會有自己很骯髒的感覺

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  • Feb 11 Tue 2014 20:01
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今天老爸忽然對我說,好險我有考上現在的研究所,也覺得我能考上非常厲害。

原來是今天他遇到了一個朋友,這個朋友的一雙兒女也都是讀師範院校,兒子跟我相同科系,不知是兒子還是女兒後來還拿了一個教育相關的碩士,但是兩個都沒考過教甄,現在女兒改走行政,兒子則和他一起在市場賣魚。

講完以後,老爸忽然感慨起來,覺得這樣教育資源都浪費了。不能學以致用,讀這些書好像沒有太多的價值。

我還蠻認同老爸的看法。雖然大學不是就業訓練所,大學生活可以訓練一個人獨立與拓展人生視野等,所以就算畢業後沒有從事大學主修科系相關工作也不表是大學四年全然白費,但是我認為對於教育等應科學科而言,若沒有辦法讓學生順利從事相關職業,其實就沒有達到其教育目標。

大學畢業的那幾年正好是教甄最艱困時候,我自認筆試能力難以贏過寫字工整又美觀的女同學們,極可能在初試就被刷掉,所以當初就抱定決心不去擠教甄窄門,而想往其他領域發展。現在則又在因緣際會下成為了公費生。

雖然自己上岸了,但每當看到在教甄戰場上打滾多年的準老師,多少會覺得心酸。大家真的辛苦了!


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因為有學生證的關係,現在搭高鐵可以買學生票。

以前在成大讀書的時候,因為覺得高鐵這個方案太囉唆,還都沒買過呢!(打折了還是買不下手也是原因 ==")

今天為了把握雙十節假期,老子晚上七點上完鋼琴幼幼班後,發狠從學校徒步走到火車站(還迷路從春水堂又走回全球戲院,我都嚇傻了 TOT),搭火車到高鐵站,然後排隊時才發現一堆人跟我一樣,打優待票的主意,排隊人龍彎彎曲曲。預定的班次還都賣完了,我只好買晚一班次,而且為了避免向隅憾事在我身上重演,我連回程的五折票也買了。

第一次自己掏錢買優惠票,有種賺到了的感覺。

雙鐵時刻表這個害人的app告訴我,商務車廂也有優惠,連折扣後的錢都算好了給我看。當時利益薰心的我已經失去判斷能力,心裡只為了可能即將坐進商務車廂而雀躍。無視自己一身的貧窮學生樣,踩著夾腳拖也跑去商務車廂排隊。

商務車廂的售票小姐可能因為長時間服務有錢的老爺夫人,已不太瞭解尋常百姓說的五折七折是所謂何物,跟他溝通了一會兒,他才說商務車廂沒有學生優惠。雖然沒直接恥笑我沒錢還想搭商務車廂,但這些心裡話已經滿滿堆在他臉上了。






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本來有什麼想要發表的,但是剛剛忘了密碼,一直登不進痞克幫,現在登進來了,又忘記要打什麼了,哈哈。

我想起來了!!!

這次中秋節回去本來想順便來訂送人的湯圓,但想想冬至是12月多,現在才9月中,下訂有一點太早了,所以想把寄的去年的地址帶來臺中,這樣等12月初我就可以在網路上下訂單,不見得一定要回基隆的實體店鋪。

怎麼知道到了臺中才發現我地址不知道忘在哪裡了,明明就是夾在書裡面啊,唉喲!

如果真的沒帶來臺中,我12月前就一定要再回基隆一趟,不然就要直接打電話問地址了。

最近真的傻傻的 @@

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tomorrow is my big day. i am going to participant the exam of substitute teacher election. i am so anxious now. although the competition may not be very intense, the exam itself makes me anxious. i have to demonstrate a teaching program, which mainly is an act. i play the role of a teacher and there will be no students but only the judges. i pretty worry i would forget my lines or stutter at the stage. that looks like very unprofessional.

我現在超緊張的,因為明天要去考國小代理教師的甄選。雖然上的機會很大,不過我還是希望在口試或試教的時候可以表現出專業的一面,而不是像個沒有經驗的小伙子。現在超挫的,不過也只能不斷練習了。希望真的能熟能生巧啊!

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On today’s lab meeting I did not tell Ms. Ko about my plan of attending the international conference in Turkey, thought I had planned to do so.

I think this conference thing would go smoothly, because, to my knowledge, Ms. Ko is always happy to see her students attending all kinds of conferences and to see one more conference paper adding on her publication list.

Even so, there still are lots of pre-work jobs needed to be finished for the coming discussions with Ms. Ko and for the financial support from National Science Council.

So keep working!!!

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  • Feb 11 Fri 2011 02:53
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Tomorrow will be the first meeting of this semester, though it was still on the winter vacation.

This winter vacation, which would possible my last one in my life, is as good as my possible last summer vacation. I met lots of old friend. 柏如學姐, I had not met her one year. 崇凱 and 凱銘, servicing as navy with me in Matzu, I had not met them for almost four years. 亭萱, my college classmate, I met her every summer and winter vacation every time she came to Tainan. I did not take any picture with them resulting form awkwardness. That was quite a pity!

In order to attend the first lab meeting of this term on Friday and to adjust the coming back academic life, I came back on Wednesday. I went to jog today. However, the jogging was not so good. I did not even finish one-hour running. My legs were strengthless, which might result from the lack of practice these days. actually, that was really a wired feeling. But, I, positively, believe the condition will be recovered soon!!!

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  • Jan 31 Mon 2011 01:58
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Today I went to Taichung to visit my friend, 崇凱.

Taichung train station was quite different from the one in my memory. It looked smaller and dirtier now.

崇凱 became different, too. He had not done his haircut for two month. Now his hair looked like a Pom-pom (彩球). Besides, he chewed areca catechu(檳榔)now.
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We hang out at 逢甲night market. The clothes there were great, but I guessed they were expensive, too. There were so many people in the night market that we have to wait for a long time to get my food. However, this night market was not as good as those in Tainan. Food there was little and not so delicious. Actually, Tainan was much better.



But, no matter how the food was there, it was still good to meet the old friend. BTW, when going to Ho-Hsin bus station to check the timetable, I accidentally met 秋萍, what a coincidence!

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  • Jan 29 Sat 2011 03:33
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After Tainan Ancient Capital International Marathon, my toes felt uncomfortable, so I took some days for rest. The day before yesterday, I went back to jog. Finishing eight rounds in Tzu-Chiang campus, NCKU, only took me 61 minutes, which is my new record. When I was back in NCKU Prince Dormitory; however, I found the nails of my toes got bruise. Information shared on the Running Board of PTT said that the nail bruises were common among the long-distant runners and might result from over tight shoes. Tight shoes would keep the toes hitting the shoe inside in running.

 

In the last marathon, the food surveyor also recommend me to buy a new shoes after he knew I had wore this one for two years. Maybe it is the time, but I need budget!!!

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  • Jan 25 Tue 2011 02:15
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It was a normal day except for the terrible circadian rhythms.

Coding data was almost done.

I started to take 慢食府城 as my guide of eating. That’s great. This made the meal time more interesting, thought more money and time were spent.

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Today, I woke up at 5:20. At that moment, I thought I would give up this marathon due to the tiredness. However, I was not actually as tired as I expected, especially after five minutes.

On my way to the city hall, it was still dark. Even after start of the marathon, it was still dark. I could help but think “Is this real?” or”Is this a night-time marathon?”



This is my second half marathon. Compare to Taipei International Marathon, this time the runners were fewer, so it was faster to pass the start line. Besides, in my observation, the walking runners were also fewer, which might indicate the runners in this marathon were better.

Gladly, this was the first time I joint marathon without stopping to walk! That’s GREAT!

In the main place of marathon, the service of measurement of feet size was offered. According to the result, I was 一般足弓 and 一般楦頭。 Strange as it might sound that a runner said he would like to take a picture of my result. It was wired, because the result was like a kind of privacy. However I still allow him doing that because it seemed rude to turn him down.



My jogging paint was so short that my pubic hairs were uncovered when sitting down on a chair waiting for a measurement. That was embarrassing! So I wore the long jogging paint additionally. But honestly, Mizuno jogging paint was not comfortable to wear. after wearing that in the whole half marathon, my skin was hurt.



But, no matter what it was a good experience!!!

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  • Jan 23 Sun 2011 01:03
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Tomorrow, mmmm….m, actually it’s today, I will join my second half marathon; that is, I have to wake up at almost 5; that is, I really have to go to bed RIGHT NOW!!!

and goodbye my 28th birthday~~~

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  • Jan 22 Sat 2011 03:08
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On the day before my 28th birthday, the book, Existential Counselling & Psychotherapy in Practice (2nd Edition), recommended by me for the first time, arrived!!!!

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  • Jan 21 Fri 2011 02:51
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Facebook cyber-game psychology:

Initial phase: so interesting! I want to level up ASAP!!!

Middle phase: keeping working~

Final phase: that’s it. start to consider whether it is worth.

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